We Used to See in Color, Now its Only Black and White

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 06:40:12 GMT

So. holy shit. I havent updated this thing in a month or two. i figured i should get on it.I, am stressed. and sick. I really hate having all of my hard classes at once. I'm so glad i took auto shop fourth period instead of killing myself and taking astronomy like i had originally planned. Projects are popping up day after day. I had no idea my Spanish project was due tomorrow and i already have an F in that class. Needless to say,i'm not going to school tomorrow. Not only because i feel as if my head may possibly explode, but because i cant afford to fuck up. I also have an F in American Government. And a D in Language Arts. this, is not my semester. Three months to turn it all around. I'm so fucked. I'm freaked. and it's not even the acedemic part i worry about for the most part, it's losing contact with my friends from West Seattle once we graduate. I've had horrible luck with that. the only thing that's keeping me sane right now is music. On a lighter note, my social life is just fabulous. my weekend went something like this:

Saturday I met up with Warren and Amanda and we went up to Broadway. the main points of this outing was i didnt want to go alone to meet up with Travis, for the first time,getting Anti-Flag Tickets, and getting Felix some super snazzy shades. Meeting with an older man you've only talked to online, not such a good idea, so Warren and amanda were nice and came with me. Travis gave me fliers to pass out and off we went. We were walking around, looking for a place to eat and someone walks by and hands us a flyer talking about how we shouldnt eat at KFC because they tourture chickens. As soon as we round the corner, what do we see? KFC. All i'm saying is, tourturing the chickens must add flavour. it was great. and when we went outside, of course the crazy broad who handed us the flyer was right there. HAHAHA. I found it amusing, at least. Then we walked up to Dick's to meet up with Felix.
Amanda and Warren then left, and Felix and I were on a mission to get Anti-Flag tickets at Sonic Boom. when we finally made it to Sonic Boom, we found out they weren't SELLING the tickets. so we were going to head back when Felix mentions something about Volunteer Park and how he hadnt been there in forever. Soo next thing i know we're wandering around in the park. haha. it was exciting to say the least. I had forgotten how much i like it over there. I most deff. want to have a picnic there sometime soon. Anyway, from there we hopped the 49 and went up to the U-district ( our other goal was to get Felix some bitchin' sunglasses, which we did). We went to Red Light and every used CD store in sight( and considering i was given 6 pounds of flyers, it was nice to relieve myself of half of them). We then left to go back downtown and split up to take our seperate busses.
My bus ride was possibly the most exciting busrides ever. I had an angry old white woman as a bus driver and about two miles from my house, she decides she doesnt like the attitude of someone in the front of the bus. SO she refuses to move the bus. After talking to some guy by the name of JD for about ten minutes about my day, i became bored and decided, "fuck it. I'm walking." So, my allergy and illness ridden self walked two miles home.
As soon as i got home, the phone rings. It's my cousin. the conversation went something like this:
" Dude. Come with me. My neighbor is having a birthday party for her grandmother in the basement of Saint Peters."
" umm. no." ( it's a known fact i am the anti-christ and any contact with a church could make my skin melt)
" Free cocktails!"
" fucking sweet! i'm so there"
So, i run around and get dressed. church appropriate. Which is difficult to do when you havent done so in nearly 12 years. Once i settle on an outfit and Felicity gets ready, we leave. We get there and i'm handed a plate of Pancet( have i told you of my love for philipinos? seriously. love em)by Maria and she asks if we want anything to drink. She comes back with two cups of straight up vodka with an explanation that they ran out of juice.I down it. My cousin however, can't drink straight liqour. So i end up drinking hers too. At that point i was feeling fabulous. Then, someone walks by me. I realise its the guy i was practically in love with in 5th grade that ended up dating my best friend at the time. Akward? slightly. In order to not do anything stupid, i decided the best answer to this would be to drink more. A few beers and a couple shots of whiskey later, i'm up dancing. it was grand.
Getting home was the fun part. I had had more to drink than my cousin, but i also have quite a high alcohol tolerance. Unfortunately, i had consumed all of that in an hours time. So i was having some difficultly walking in a straight line. My main goal: to not let my parents know i had been drinking. they never caught wise. Even when i hauled the computer we were giving my cousin down the stairs in heels. Fuck yes, i'm extreme indeed.

sunday i dont really remember. All i know is that i woke up feeling worse than i had the day before. My dad and I went to Tower and i bought Hannibal and the Hole cd i've been eyeing for the past month. Once i graduate it'll be better. I wont stress and i'll have a lot more time for absolutely mind-numbing stupidity.

I'm seeing the Strokes in a little less than a month and Flogging Molly on Wednesday.

a little more than a month till Selena's rebellion against all things parental. I'm getting my fucking lip pierced. no joke. AND i'm gettng a "tramp stamp".

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 04:19:17 GMT

I believe i've updated more in the last week than i have in the last two months. HAHAH. go me.

yes all. I'm back.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 07:24:54 GMT

I am insane.
I boguth 60 dollars worth of candles today.
what
the
fuck, kids?
My room will smell like a French Whorehouse in seconds flat.

Oi! my mom had a candle party today, you see. amanda Came. We played pictionary, at which i fucking own. seriously. if you ever call, give me a ring. I NEEd to be your partner.

I also learned im a very modest individual. fancy that eh?

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 06:14:10 GMT

my mom and Amanda have matching shirts. How queer.

Amanda and I have the same sweatshirt. URBAN OUTFITTERS. 2.50. no joke.

stickershock. obviously.

dsl omggggg.

oh man. so much green.

im trying to impress kelly yet again with my emo-ness. I hope you're impressed.

o ehm gee. pouty lips. woork it.

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 05:06:53 GMT

Soooooooooooooooo I've been listeningtothesameStoneTemplePilotssongforthelast24hours. No. Not really.I mixed it up with some Rasputina and the new Black Rebel Motorcycle Club cd.I love it. Im going to marry it.T

ANYWAY. So today in auto, Knapp was talking about the Advanced auto kids( which includes yours truly) maybe fixing up an old car to take cross country in some crazy precicion test. You win 25,000 dollars. and the entry feee is 5,000. He's talking about the class entering something and I'm acutally really interested. I sort of dont know what the hell i want to do, still. I'm really into photography. I love it. but I also really like cars. Ugh. Its frustruating. I really dont know what I want to do with my life and i think by now i should have some direction.

In other news, i've noticed there is faaaaaar too much negativity in my house. I think everyone needs to just chill the fuck out. So do my friends. Seriously. It's useless to get yourself all worked up. Breathe kids.

and with that wisdom, im off.

IM TOO SEXY FOR MY HAT! TOO SEXY FOR MY HAT, WATCHA THINK ABOUT THAT?!

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 07:12:58 GMT

Campange is way better than white wine. Nothing like a couple glasses of bubbly!
AHAHA.
today, was my cousins wedding. HE WAS SO FREAKIN ADORABLE IN HIS LITTLE PINSTRIPE TUX. He looked like a mobster. awwwwwwwwwwwwww. and he cried when reading his vows. God Simon is awesome...hahahhaha. Beside the fact he's got the adorable babby! awwww. hahaha. I cried a little. The wedding was at a freakin mansion. Shannon's family is slightly loaded. her sister is a cuntrag and i came so fucking close to punching her in the face it wasnt even funny.
I couldnt deal very well with Shannons family. Needless to say once i found out it was an open bar, life went to hell in a handbasket.Its not really good to great your aunt's ex-husbands sister and husband that you've never met by walking up, poking them in the belly, and running away. HAHAHA though it was pretty entertaining.I had a great time. pictures tomorrow. stupid dancing now. HAHAHA.

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 05:37:57 GMT

meh. i dont want to myspace post this

1. What is your middle name? Terese

2. What color underwear are you wearing now? green

3. What are you listening to right now? the cd Jasmine made me!
4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 40

5. What was the last thing you ate: kit kat bar.

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? neon green
7. How is the weather right now? warm with a breeze

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? uuuuuh...Amanda's dad? haha.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? looks. lets be honest here.

10. Favorite type of Food? edible

11. Do you drink? yeah

12. Do you smoke? what?

13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did? yea

14. Hair color? dark brown with natural red highlights

15. Eye color?blue/green

16. Do you wear contacts? too cool

17. Single? yes. yes i am.

18. Favorite Month? well, the coolest kids are born in April, but i like october too.

19. Have you ever cried for no reason? its called PMS. that, is the reason.
20. Last Movie you Watched? Zoolander

21. Favorite Day of the Year? Halloween

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? mmm yeah. hahaha.

23. Hugs or Kisses? both

24. chocolate or vanilla? chocolate

25.Do you want your friends to respond? i dont care

26. Who is most likely to respond? dont care

27. Who is least likely to respond? dont care

28. What books are you reading? SOMEBODY TO LOVE. doooont you want somebody to looooove DOOOOOOnt you need somebody to loooove! I just got it back from Debbys car..haha.

29. Piercings? 10. all ears. about to make it 12.

30. favorite movie? umm.. Silence of the Lambs Maybe

31. Favorite baseball Team? fuck baseball. Life is about Hockey.

32. Any pets? Dogs. 2.

33. Do you like to be Hot Topic? not really.

34. Butter, Plain, or Salted popcorn? butter and salted

35. dogs or cats? dawgs

36. Favorite Flower? orchids and lilies. and carnations.

37. Have you ever fired a gun? yes. my pig shooting gun. and a bb gun.

38. Do you like to travel by plane? i never have

39. Right-handed or Left-handed? right

40. How many pillows do you sleep with? as many as i can get on my bed without suffocation. i have to have at least i for my head and one i cling to. hahaha.

41. Are you missing someone? not really.
42. Who do you think is gorgeous? Julian Casablancas. and Josh Homme. Other than that, no one

43. Virgin? Si

44. Do you bite your nails? constantly:(

45. Ever gone skinny dipping?back in the day...

46. Heritage? Irish, Scottish, English, Swedish, French, Dutch, Austro-Hungarian, and German

47.What do you want to be when you grow up? Photojournalist for Rolling Stone living in New Zealand. oh yeah.

48. Allergies? indeed.

49. What color shoes did you wear today? red! woo!

50. How often do you go on myspace? uh almost everyday

WOOO. party.

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 18:05:01 GMT

Do as the pretty picture tells you to